<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855</id><updated>2012-02-16T03:18:14.652-08:00</updated><title type='text'>L's World</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>23</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-6630452513677150832</id><published>2007-10-30T18:39:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-11-06T21:16:44.914-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Another Day.</title><content type='html'>ARGH. I AM VERY BORED. Today another day jus passed like this. So I just cam-whored a bit, to spice up this &lt;b style=""&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="background: red none repeat scroll 0% 50%; -moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial;"&gt;boring&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt; blog page you are reading.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_jarFk6J-sos/Ryff3aUhyQI/AAAAAAAAAAw/9YCJOlYKpTA/s1600-h/Photo0103.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_jarFk6J-sos/Ryff3aUhyQI/AAAAAAAAAAw/9YCJOlYKpTA/s320/Photo0103.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5127312843835820290" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;  &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Just trying to force a smile on myself. I know it look dumb. Come on, I am just trying to make u people laugh. I have never ever being good at &lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color:red;"&gt;smiling&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt; though.&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_jarFk6J-sos/RyfiwKUhyRI/AAAAAAAAAA4/i3V7q8TYMvQ/s1600-h/Photo0100.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_jarFk6J-sos/RyfiwKUhyRI/AAAAAAAAAA4/i3V7q8TYMvQ/s320/Photo0100.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5127316017816652050" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;It still sucks I know. SHHHHH. -.-&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lastly the knocker.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_jarFk6J-sos/Ryfj2KUhySI/AAAAAAAAABA/wIAoWYYOams/s1600-h/Photo0102.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_jarFk6J-sos/Ryfj2KUhySI/AAAAAAAAABA/wIAoWYYOams/s320/Photo0102.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5127317220407494946" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah. dun say anything. i know it sucks. LOL. A tribute to &gt;.&lt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;Anyway, life still goes on.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;I tried to cry to make it better. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;But numb I felt after too much.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;It was just stupid. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;We were sitting back to back, and I didn’t realize it at all.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;That back of yours, still familiar as always. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;And I&lt;b style=""&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt; &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;just &lt;b style=""&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;can’t&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt; just hug that back again.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:85%;" &gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Fate had played a sarcastic joke on me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-6630452513677150832?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/6630452513677150832/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=6630452513677150832' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/6630452513677150832'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/6630452513677150832'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/10/another-day.html' title='Another Day.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_jarFk6J-sos/Ryff3aUhyQI/AAAAAAAAAAw/9YCJOlYKpTA/s72-c/Photo0103.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-447652358015342984</id><published>2007-10-26T08:43:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-10-26T08:45:53.358-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>What i wanted is &lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;ASSURANCE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Not &lt;s style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;breakup&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/s&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-447652358015342984?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/447652358015342984/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=447652358015342984' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/447652358015342984'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/447652358015342984'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/10/what-i-wanted-is-assurance.html' title=''/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-7656096172309985045</id><published>2007-10-25T21:05:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-10-25T21:23:34.084-07:00</updated><title type='text'>ARGH.</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;ARGH.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I dunno what is happening.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I am just drowning myself in alcohol again everynight.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;What should ii turn to when my Vodka finally finish?&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I dunno. Everything is just &lt;b style=""&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="background: red none repeat scroll 0% 50%; -moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial;"&gt;NOT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt; right anymore.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Please, do something to assure me.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;You are &lt;i style=""&gt;fading&lt;/i&gt; away from me.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;I had a dream,&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt; &lt;/span&gt;a terrible nightmare.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;So I tried to embrace your now absent back,&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;Seeking the comfort it always offered.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;Just one more time.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;Stay by my side, forever and ever,&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;To banish those howling visions.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;I don’t want to lose you again,&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;As I make sure you are there.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;Though I might one day consider this a mistake.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;The wind in your hair, is so very beautiful indeed.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-7656096172309985045?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/7656096172309985045/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=7656096172309985045' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/7656096172309985045'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/7656096172309985045'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/10/argh.html' title='ARGH.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-3661584769137924782</id><published>2007-10-17T01:04:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-10-17T01:27:28.090-07:00</updated><title type='text'>LONG DAYS.</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Phew, so long since I have last blogged.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;3 months huh?&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;First thing first. Congrat to myself, after months and months of training, and almost getting myself being sacked by the club, I have managed to squeeze in to the top few competitive archers, and I will be representing RP this Saturday in POL-ITE, a competition arrange for polys and ITEs to get together and rub off the skills. And as u can see from the name itself, its spelled, POL-ITE, POL vs ITE. &gt;.&lt;&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Oh yea, come support support lehz! It will be in the morning at &lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;Singapore Polytechnic&lt;/span&gt;! This &lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;Saturday&lt;/span&gt;!&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;Lastly, it hadn’t be really tht fun at all recently.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;They jus dunno how it can affect sis and me.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;They promised not to again, and there they are doing it again.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;Cant they get a life for themselves?&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;Stop asking me to choose this or that.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;I dun wanna choose and I dun wanna know.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;Just let me be like that for all I want.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;I need a &lt;b style=""&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;shoulder.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;u&gt;Avoid and escape.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;u&gt;My world is crashing down on me right now,&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;u&gt;Right at the blink of my road to salvation. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;u&gt;I just wanna be wasted again.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;u&gt;Chivas.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-3661584769137924782?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/3661584769137924782/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=3661584769137924782' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/3661584769137924782'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/3661584769137924782'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/10/long-days.html' title='LONG DAYS.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-1727953510616180302</id><published>2007-08-17T10:30:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-08-17T10:39:48.025-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Lesson 16.</title><content type='html'>I am too overwhelmed by everything,&lt;br /&gt;today is the last lesson of science,&lt;br /&gt;lessong 16.&lt;br /&gt;i will simply copy paste my RJ out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;- Too early to say goodbye - Are you ready to bid your class farewell at the end of the semester? How do you think you have grown or progressed as class? Given a choice, would you opt to remain in this class for the next semester?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah. Too early yet, just too early that I dun wanna face it. Farewell have never ever being easy, especially with a clique that are so matched to you. Seriously, I dun wanna bid farewell to anyone in my class now, or to any faci. Maybe after I changed class, I will meet more interesting friends and faci, but if I could, I would rather give up this chance and remain like this with my class for the next semester, or ever next year if it could! But well, there is never a never ending party, parting are always waiting at the end of every wonderful story. But nonetheless, I have learned lots of thingys throughout this few months. It felt like it had been so long, like a year long secondary class gonna split out at the end of the year. I learned my thingys from others, Larry’s positive attitude, Bernard’s calm and composed front, Felicia’s learning attitude, Esther’s kindness, and many many more. Its like I still have many many to learn from all of them, yet we had to part here halfway. This will be a test, if we really treated one another like buddies, we will still take time out for lunch together and all that during breakouts, so it shouldn’t be a problem. But what I moaned over is that, the time where everyone’s action in the class, those classic quote of “Cool Cool” and many many more will be missed. Sigh.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know I am kinda writing out of point, as I didn’t really state wad I learned, as reading this RJ question, I can say it’s the toughest I ever had to write, the feeling of having to hold back my tears while continuing tapping the keyboard are driving me to draw blanks from my brain. I apologise if I write out of point, but I really feel like writing everything out since this is the last science lesson. Shitty man, ARGH. I am actually a very soft person, a &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;crybaby&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;. I bet I will cry at the bbq. Or perhaps on the last day of semester. Right now I am crying over this rj question already, and how am I supposed to say goodbye on that actual day?! ARGH. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Perhaps, changing class are good too, as I have many friends from IG complaining how disharmony their classes are, and how they wan to change class fast. When they said that, they just make me feel even more cherished as I have a great class. No politics, no hatred for anyone, no grudges. Even when team are being shoot like shit during presentation, after they sat down, they will still smile and say, “Hey, brothers right? NO HARD FEELING EH~” XD and laughter will just broke out after that. Tell me, when can u find these in a politic driven class? Yea, perhaps changing class is good, as we have to think of those who does not have good classmates. I will wan to change if I have a lousy class, and thus I think changing class are good.&lt;br /&gt;But, say I am selfish, say I am evil, say I am stubborn and say I am self-centered. I jus don’t wish to change class! My class are so great that I believe its gonna be a loss if I have to part with any of them. I dun wan to care about those people who aren’t in a good class, its their fault for not building a bond with their class, I stubbornly stand on this point. I rather they continue to suffer in their class than taking away my classmates! ARGH. Shitty, I am losing it.&lt;br /&gt;Its all just becos I do not prefer to change class at all.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;W25B.&lt;br /&gt;There will not be a W25B like us again.&lt;br /&gt;And a thank you to you,&lt;span style="color:#000099;"&gt; YiSheng&lt;/span&gt;, your class were enjoyable and I like ya class more than any others’.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000066;"&gt;Hope u will be my faci for science again.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the last RJ I will submit to you, I hope I have not disappoint you too much in ya class, I tried all my best in ya class, and I hope u aren’t angered by me for not submitting some of them, as u encourage me countless time that i would have get a A if I submitted it. If I knew it would be this painful writing this last RJ, I would have put in double efforts for those missed RJs. I am sorry.  Right now, I just feel so bu gan xin for everything, for  missing ur lessons, missing the time to be with w25b. i just feel so bu gan xin. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I just wished I can &lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000066;"&gt;turn back&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt; everything, and not miss a &lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000099;"&gt;single day.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-1727953510616180302?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/1727953510616180302/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=1727953510616180302' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/1727953510616180302'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/1727953510616180302'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/08/lesson-16.html' title='Lesson 16.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-3883437224445687247</id><published>2007-08-14T07:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-08-14T08:05:44.916-07:00</updated><title type='text'>ARGH. SEPARATION.</title><content type='html'>ARGH.&lt;br /&gt;So long since i last blogged.&lt;br /&gt;there a few thingy on my mind right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;firstly, baobei!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BAOBEI!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;STIL IS BAOBEI! XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;everything are in very good shape now!&lt;br /&gt;and i am loving her more!&lt;br /&gt;and so is she, right? ;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;recovered from my illness already.&lt;br /&gt;thanks to baby for taking care of me,&lt;br /&gt;like telling me,&lt;br /&gt; "CHICKEN CHUNK U CANNOT EAT!",&lt;br /&gt;"THIS ONE IS FRIED ONE U CANNOT EAT ALSO BABY!"&lt;br /&gt;HAHA. its this silly thingy which make me feel so content just being with her. (;&lt;br /&gt;thanks baobei!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then finally, the dreaded separation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its coming alraedy huh,&lt;br /&gt;time passed so fast everyone, everyone in W25B.&lt;br /&gt;after the BBQ which are coming soon,&lt;br /&gt;i guess we will all part from here already huh.&lt;br /&gt;shit i sound so paranoid. maybe we can still come out often&lt;br /&gt;for lunch during breakouts huh.&lt;br /&gt;yea, i hope so.&lt;br /&gt;but i have seen more than enuff of cases where everyone have their&lt;br /&gt;own friends after parting ways. and it just get hard to feel like the same&lt;br /&gt;old times when u have find urself a new clique.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hoze's jokes.&lt;br /&gt;hiong's actions.&lt;br /&gt;malvyn's "cool cool, cool man"&lt;br /&gt;haven's singing.&lt;br /&gt;sammy's hair.&lt;br /&gt;larry's monkey action.&lt;br /&gt;louis' lifting of head when giggling.&lt;br /&gt;bernard's lame jokes.&lt;br /&gt;feliciat's witch-like laughter.&lt;br /&gt;kenneth's war with ain.&lt;br /&gt;ain's continuing borrowing of my lappy's cloth.&lt;br /&gt;shayren's cool guy image.&lt;br /&gt;surain's nicole's history of overslept.&lt;br /&gt;liangjun's closeness with guys.&lt;br /&gt;zhangwei's solutions to all formulas.&lt;br /&gt;prislin's ability to ban larry from talking.&lt;br /&gt;shawn's addictive of games.&lt;br /&gt;wanling's image of a innoncent kid.&lt;br /&gt;alvin's quietness.&lt;br /&gt;esther's kindness to everyone.&lt;br /&gt;shereen's bimbo-ness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These are all the thingy which i will keep it with me.&lt;br /&gt;although some are a bit kua zhang.&lt;br /&gt;but i swear this are all the bits which reminds me of all of u.&lt;br /&gt;how i hope W25B will last another 6months, or even 2 more years.&lt;br /&gt;but there are nv a nv-ending party.&lt;br /&gt;everyday in school was as fun as we are having a party.&lt;br /&gt;lets just hope that our BBQ will be a fun one,&lt;br /&gt;and hopefully, not a teary one.&lt;br /&gt;i knew i will cry if anyone of u cry 1st,&lt;br /&gt;so dun CRY. ROAR.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;maybe one day walking down some street,&lt;br /&gt;and i managed to bump into any of you,&lt;br /&gt;i promise i will say "hellos" 1st,&lt;br /&gt;as i will nv forget any of you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It shall all be stored inside the mind&lt;br /&gt;as sweet thingy called "memories".&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;W25B,&lt;br /&gt;there wont be another W25B like us.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-3883437224445687247?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/3883437224445687247/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=3883437224445687247' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/3883437224445687247'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/3883437224445687247'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/08/argh-separation.html' title='ARGH. SEPARATION.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-8450299826029527275</id><published>2007-08-06T08:06:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-08-06T08:53:45.579-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Secret~</title><content type='html'>Have archery until 7.&lt;br /&gt;Baby was waiting for me at causeway,&lt;br /&gt;as i have her lappy with me! heh!&lt;br /&gt;but when i met her at causeway,&lt;br /&gt;i dun feel like going home yet,&lt;br /&gt;so we though we could go catch a movie!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we are thinking to catch simpson,&lt;br /&gt;until baby point to me a poster:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SNEAK TODAY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"SECRET"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!&lt;br /&gt;its the show i wanted to watch!!!!!!! ROAR!&lt;br /&gt;JAY CHOU!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;just in case u ppl nv know,&lt;br /&gt;i had always said that,&lt;br /&gt;"If Jay and I ever had a chance to meet, i will willingly turn gay for him."&lt;br /&gt;YEAH! my all close fren know that! LOL.&lt;br /&gt;the whos was 7.15, but its 7.30 already!&lt;br /&gt;BUT I DUN MIND!&lt;br /&gt;we quickly bought the ticket and i RAN in!&lt;br /&gt;leaving baby behind! XD LOL.&lt;br /&gt;baby quoted that, "Wah, you are so high all about him! &gt;.&lt; "&lt;br /&gt;heh, cant help.&lt;br /&gt;tht cool and handsome guy on the screen,&lt;br /&gt;is forever your biggest rival, baby! HAHA. JOKING.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now to the show.&lt;br /&gt;Before u continue reading this,&lt;br /&gt;there may be spoiler about the movie.&lt;br /&gt;i will try to briefly give a view of what i tot abt the show,&lt;br /&gt;without spoiling too much okay?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Its a love story every couple would dream to have.&lt;br /&gt;From happiness to devastating scene of tears,&lt;br /&gt;the tempo and the progress speed of the show was well timed,&lt;br /&gt;there is never a boring scene u will dread at throughout the show.&lt;br /&gt;Then there are always those small action from Jay which shows&lt;br /&gt;you that he is, by all mean, Jay.&lt;br /&gt;if u said jay cant act, catch this movie and think again.&lt;br /&gt;it will amazed you and change ya opinion.&lt;br /&gt;if it dun, u must admit jay improved a big gap!&lt;br /&gt;and more, it was directed, editted, and timed all by Jay himself.&lt;br /&gt;personally, i din expect it to be such a great film on his debutant directed film.&lt;br /&gt;i was bringing a thinking that i will just enjoy becos its Jay,&lt;br /&gt;but i was wrong, every scene impressed me, seriously.&lt;br /&gt;A great performance by him, better than initial D or the curse of golden flower,&lt;br /&gt;he had more chance to demostrate his conversation skill,&lt;br /&gt;musical touches, expression communication, and the way he tease&lt;br /&gt;and coordinate with the actress, those eyes contact make u fully&lt;br /&gt;understand what is going on despite not a word being mention. argh.&lt;br /&gt;They made such a great couple u must say.&lt;br /&gt;but sadly, it was a separation dimension love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jay as Xiao Jie(jay) and Lun Mei Kwai as Xiao Yu (rain).&lt;br /&gt;Both bonded by their love of music, came together in the most&lt;br /&gt;slightest amazing touch of fate.&lt;br /&gt;Their love was sweet, but a secret loom around them&lt;br /&gt;just as secretive as the movie title are, which set u think and twist before u catch the movie.&lt;br /&gt;i must admit, it had been long since i seen such a wonderful plot of romance film.&lt;br /&gt;it kept u in suspense from the mid part until the very end.&lt;br /&gt;probably best chinese romacne film of the year.&lt;br /&gt;even though the ending was simply out to let u think of a ending yourself,&lt;br /&gt;the opening and climate have done more than enough to worth your movie ticket,&lt;br /&gt;no no no, worth your 2 MOVIE TICKETS! XD&lt;br /&gt;it make u wan to cherish those by your side even more.&lt;br /&gt;suitable for all age! PLS go catch it! i am booking my second ticket to watch it already! (;&lt;br /&gt;if u play piano, watch it. u will learn lots of thingy from there.&lt;br /&gt;if u wan to have a sweet time with ya beau, ya will be embraced by the film&lt;br /&gt;that u may hug ya partner even more harder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;overall 4.5/5&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it would have been better if it gives other characters like jay's dad&lt;br /&gt;some plot so tht it wont feel that they are jus some empty casing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why shld u watch: Jay and the girl. the sweetness of the film. the twist of plot.&lt;br /&gt;                                 music played in the whole film. pianos. black humor.&lt;br /&gt;                                 great progress tempo. the touching and beautiful scene here and there.&lt;br /&gt;                                 the ending which will make u think deep of the path choosen&lt;br /&gt;                                 if it happen to you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why shld u not watch: if u hate jay, and u jus love blood spilling out here and there and not prepared to watch a romance show. get a life, u dun complain abt graphics or wad when u are&lt;br /&gt;watching a romance show right? its the plot and atmosphere! i advised u take a knife and chop&lt;br /&gt;your own finger, thts gore if u wan!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and dang dang! there u go for a review on the film!&lt;br /&gt;it may a bit biased as i am a hardcore Jay fanatic,&lt;br /&gt;but just watch it and prove me wrong if you can!&lt;br /&gt;Enjoy the film! (;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-8450299826029527275?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/8450299826029527275/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=8450299826029527275' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/8450299826029527275'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/8450299826029527275'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/08/secret.html' title='Secret~'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-2520643673360893906</id><published>2007-08-03T01:49:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-08-03T02:07:10.107-07:00</updated><title type='text'>SICK.</title><content type='html'>firstly, getting sick really sucks.&lt;br /&gt;although it gives me all the reason i need&lt;br /&gt;for not doing housework,&lt;br /&gt;but the return price is high too.&lt;br /&gt;becos i dun get to kiss baby! LOL.&lt;br /&gt;thats in order not to spread the virus to her la! &gt;.&lt;&lt;br /&gt;but then, i feel so restless becos of the illness.&lt;br /&gt;flu, sore throat and headache.&lt;br /&gt;it makes u really sucky when it all comes at the same time.&lt;br /&gt;worse of all, it make u frustrated.&lt;br /&gt;sometime, dun u feel frustrated becos u cant do something&lt;br /&gt;due to the fact that ur illness is pulling u down?&lt;br /&gt;it makes u feel so feeble that u have problem even walking straight,&lt;br /&gt;and u get pissed and tell urself why the hell didnt i take care of myself at the start,&lt;br /&gt;and now i have to endure all this? ARGH.&lt;br /&gt;I WAN GET WELL SOON.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ARGH. Sorry.&lt;br /&gt;i promised to come for Math and Computing today,&lt;br /&gt;becos its all about VB today.&lt;br /&gt;i know u ppl must be in a lost without my help,&lt;br /&gt;as to say, i am PRO in VB mah,&lt;br /&gt;a reknown fact in the class. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;but when i wake up this morning,&lt;br /&gt;my head was super heavy, feel like there was a chain ard my neck,&lt;br /&gt;pulling me back to bed. ARGH.&lt;br /&gt;thts omen of a headache and giddyness.&lt;br /&gt;so i went back to rest and couldnt come,&lt;br /&gt;sorry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then i thought i could go for work in ya place.&lt;br /&gt;i really wanted to do that.&lt;br /&gt;becos i see u have work quite a while for this week le,&lt;br /&gt;thts y i offer to work for u if u are feeling tired.&lt;br /&gt;u said u feel lazy, lols.&lt;br /&gt;sure, let me work for u then baby!&lt;br /&gt;but after i woke up from my nap,&lt;br /&gt;my head feel even heavier and uncomfortable.&lt;br /&gt;yea, i start to feel like dun go for work,&lt;br /&gt;becos the illness worms are crawling up my body. ARGH.&lt;br /&gt;but i dun dare to tell u eh, i afraid u will say i lie to u,&lt;br /&gt;telling u tht i will go for u, then go back on my words.&lt;br /&gt;therefore i dropped hint to u, and luckily,&lt;br /&gt;u got it. yea baby, u got my hint and went to work instead.&lt;br /&gt;but i feel u pissed off.&lt;br /&gt;hope when u read this, u will be understand.&lt;br /&gt;i dun mean to go back on my words okay baby?&lt;br /&gt;my soul wanted to do it, but my body didnt allow,&lt;br /&gt;i am sorry baby.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i will slp less for now.&lt;br /&gt;as i realise,&lt;br /&gt;the more i sleep,&lt;br /&gt;the more restless i get,&lt;br /&gt;the more heavier my head feels.&lt;br /&gt;who say u need more rest wen ya sick?&lt;br /&gt;its making me feel more sick. ARGH.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;i wan get well soon.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-2520643673360893906?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/2520643673360893906/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=2520643673360893906' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/2520643673360893906'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/2520643673360893906'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/08/sick.html' title='SICK.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-6940940686865266369</id><published>2007-07-28T00:05:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-28T00:17:19.279-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Long time.</title><content type='html'>woah.&lt;br /&gt;it has really been so long since i last post.&lt;br /&gt;excatly 1 week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;everything is over.&lt;br /&gt;and i am reall glad.&lt;br /&gt;and now, we live like how we did in the past.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;maybe its becos tht we just got back recently,&lt;br /&gt;and i am afraid to lose her even more,&lt;br /&gt;and i start to behave very sensitive.&lt;br /&gt;i wan to view her every msg, see how she is talking to and all that,&lt;br /&gt;and getting real easy to jealous right now.&lt;br /&gt;yea, typical.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;jus hopefully this will go away soon.&lt;br /&gt;but although everything is fine.&lt;br /&gt;i still feel that something is missing right now.&lt;br /&gt;its nth important, but something are jus feeling not right.&lt;br /&gt;prehaps this is result of a serious quarreling,&lt;br /&gt;and it will take some time before everything will revert to normal.&lt;br /&gt;but tht feeling of uneasy is really haunting me,&lt;br /&gt;those silent between us when walking,&lt;br /&gt;those time when we just could not find anything to talk abt.&lt;br /&gt;yea, its taking a toll on me.&lt;br /&gt;is it becos tht incident still linger in our minds?&lt;br /&gt;i dunno, and i dun wanna to know.&lt;br /&gt;but i am determined to overcome it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for now, thts all about in my life.&lt;br /&gt;working later.&lt;br /&gt;tata.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-6940940686865266369?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/6940940686865266369/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=6940940686865266369' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/6940940686865266369'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/6940940686865266369'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/07/long-time.html' title='Long time.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-1961810523548396288</id><published>2007-07-21T09:52:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-21T09:57:44.689-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Reunion.</title><content type='html'>i am glad.&lt;br /&gt;grateful.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i made a mistake, and i regret.&lt;br /&gt;i am grateful that u are willing to give me a chance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;how i will be if u had really gone.&lt;br /&gt;its at the last moments tht i realise how important u are.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i will cherish it.&lt;br /&gt;i swear.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;loves for u will never change.&lt;br /&gt;i am sorry,&lt;br /&gt;i love u.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-1961810523548396288?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/1961810523548396288/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=1961810523548396288' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/1961810523548396288'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/1961810523548396288'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/07/reunion.html' title='Reunion.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-1781304545787185564</id><published>2007-07-20T08:06:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-20T08:19:36.376-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i nv thought i will ever need to do this again.&lt;br /&gt;especially after i have met u.&lt;br /&gt;yea, they call it "emo"?&lt;br /&gt;or simple, the call it act of crazyness.&lt;br /&gt;its my fault, i do not deny.&lt;br /&gt;but, wad happened has happended.&lt;br /&gt;u are not willing to anything i said.&lt;br /&gt;i dun blame anyone, but myself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ppl, pls dun waste blood, especially if u are A type.&lt;br /&gt;i had a fren in hospital right now,&lt;br /&gt;suffering from lukenia, he needs a A blood type.&lt;br /&gt;i  am an O type, so its okay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if u happen to read this post,&lt;br /&gt;i hope u will not come to me and says, " WHY DID U CUT URSELF AGAIN?!"&lt;br /&gt;or "U ARE TRYING TO BE STUPID AGAIN RIGHT?"&lt;br /&gt;i know its wrong, but u ppl know i am a bit paranoid and add on to my emo-ness,&lt;br /&gt;i cant find any better ways make me feel the pain of parting wif her lesser..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am sorry to those who care for me.&lt;br /&gt;i am sorry.&lt;br /&gt;i promised nv to cut again,&lt;br /&gt;but i wasnt able to keep it.&lt;br /&gt;i guess there wont be any more promises for me after today,&lt;br /&gt;i will be silloute hallow shell wandering around from now on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;ivan is dead.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-3653100628686855528</id><published>2007-07-19T19:16:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-19T19:18:22.122-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>So much thingy happened.&lt;br /&gt;i lost alot of thingy in this whole incident.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i regret.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;pls forgive me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i dun wan to lose you baby.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its all my mistake, all my fault.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-3653100628686855528?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-1986972647600245357</id><published>2007-07-18T07:09:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-18T07:14:21.434-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Fucked up.</title><content type='html'>today was suppose to our happy day,&lt;br /&gt;but my carelessness ruined it all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;baby, i am sorry.&lt;br /&gt;its all my fault, i admit it.&lt;br /&gt;i didnt see the potential danger of it,&lt;br /&gt;and i paid the price now.&lt;br /&gt;i deeply accepted its my fault,&lt;br /&gt;and i learned my lesson.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am jus afraid that i cant protect u,&lt;br /&gt;thts y i am taking a passive stance.&lt;br /&gt;i know u will take time to believe me,&lt;br /&gt;i will wait,&lt;br /&gt;but i really do not know wad to do already.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am sorry baby.&lt;br /&gt;pls forgive me.&lt;br /&gt;to think i was still happily making special donuts for you ytd,&lt;br /&gt;yet i ruined it all today.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i regretted.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-1986972647600245357?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/1986972647600245357/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=1986972647600245357' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/1986972647600245357'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/1986972647600245357'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/07/fucked-up.html' title='Fucked up.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-1170390053629992519</id><published>2007-07-14T07:40:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-14T08:09:49.867-07:00</updated><title type='text'>BULLIED.</title><content type='html'>1st of all,&lt;br /&gt;to those bastards who irritated baby,&lt;br /&gt;u ppl better dun appear again,&lt;br /&gt;if u do, i promise i will hunt you all down.&lt;br /&gt;trust me, i will hunt u down.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ewwww, i got bullied today.&lt;br /&gt;Who else could it have been eh? -.-&lt;br /&gt;Finally, i went to her house for the 1st ever tme today!&lt;br /&gt;it is quite nice! around the size of my house,&lt;br /&gt;or a little big bigger ba!&lt;br /&gt;but when i enter the room... -.-"&lt;br /&gt;those enthic of mine start working up..&lt;br /&gt;THE ROOM IS IN A MESS! &gt;.&lt;&lt;br /&gt;lols, but i will believe its ya little bro who messed it up,&lt;br /&gt;right baby? ;D&lt;br /&gt;double decker beds.. i always wanted to have one!&lt;br /&gt;i like to be on high high! (;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then we lie down on the bed as usual,&lt;br /&gt;trying to enjoy the silent and falling asleep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;THEN THE BULLYING STARTS.&lt;br /&gt;baby bully me, she keep telling me to look at her,&lt;br /&gt;and threaten me that if i dun do so, she will kick me down the bed. x(&lt;br /&gt;then when ii look at her right in the eyes,&lt;br /&gt;she will start licking whole over my face... EWWWWWWW.&lt;br /&gt;yea it its so gross! i dunno why baby can come up wif smth like&lt;br /&gt;to bully me! &gt;&lt;&lt;br /&gt;but somehow, i enjoy it. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;its ticklish, but kinda feel good too!&lt;br /&gt;maybe its becos its baby licking, if its someone else,&lt;br /&gt;i bet their tongue would have be torn off their mouth.&lt;br /&gt;yea, GORE. ;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and yea, i countered her,&lt;br /&gt;i lick her back too! ALL OVER THE FACE!&lt;br /&gt;MUAHAHAAS.&lt;br /&gt;lols, ppl, pls dun distance urself from us after reading all these,&lt;br /&gt;we are friendly, we will behave in public. XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;somehow, baby is super high today.&lt;br /&gt;super wild, right baby? (;&lt;br /&gt;guess wad?&lt;br /&gt;she took all the tempo today on bed!&lt;br /&gt;HAHAHAHAHA.&lt;br /&gt;and seeing her enjoy so much,&lt;br /&gt;i hope she delicate the tempo more often from now on! ;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;I Just Love My Wild Little Sweetheart Baby!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;muacks. (;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-1170390053629992519?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/1170390053629992519/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=1170390053629992519' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/1170390053629992519'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/1170390053629992519'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/07/bullied.html' title='BULLIED.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-5484312204543446372</id><published>2007-07-13T09:10:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-13T09:24:53.105-07:00</updated><title type='text'>donut donut donut</title><content type='html'>very soon,&lt;br /&gt;i will be at causeway point,&lt;br /&gt;selling donuts at Mucnchy Donuts!&lt;br /&gt;if u dunno wad tht is,&lt;br /&gt;let me tell u!&lt;br /&gt;the main branch is a ketong there,&lt;br /&gt;where people will line up for 3 hrs jus to buy a donut from there!&lt;br /&gt;yes, i arent joking!&lt;br /&gt;and its paying me 6 bucks per hour,&lt;br /&gt;so i dun mind being involved in this wierd sensation! (;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so please come by to Cold Storage at causeway point&lt;br /&gt;during the weekends to support me!&lt;br /&gt;i will give u 1 free donut if u buy from me! XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh yea, i got ANOTHER A for my enterprise!&lt;br /&gt;lols, dun say i am being BHB or smth,&lt;br /&gt;i am just trying to spurs the rest of u to work hard! &gt;&lt;&lt;br /&gt;and dun skip class and hide at library to play games!&lt;br /&gt;heh heh,&lt;br /&gt;i know wad u ppl did the last computing class..&lt;br /&gt;games are for noobs! remember? XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;baby baby! lets sell donuts together!&lt;br /&gt;but ewww, i scare later u work wif me,&lt;br /&gt;i wont serve the customers too well,&lt;br /&gt;becos all my attention will be drawn on to u! =x&lt;br /&gt;hahas! i love u baby! (;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-5484312204543446372?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/5484312204543446372/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=5484312204543446372' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/5484312204543446372'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/5484312204543446372'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/07/donut-donut-donut.html' title='donut donut donut'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-7266584436370531464</id><published>2007-07-10T09:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-10T09:51:06.153-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XUAN LOY!&lt;br /&gt;aka my cousin aka my uncle! (;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i din come sch today!&lt;br /&gt;becos my alarm clock sucks.&lt;br /&gt;times and times again i have forgive him for&lt;br /&gt;not waking me up on time,&lt;br /&gt;but today!&lt;br /&gt;I GOT A BLOODY UT!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i cant stand him anymore!&lt;br /&gt;i jus gave him the boot! XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and ofcos, i have found my new alarm!&lt;br /&gt;MY BABY! &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;she will call me to wake me up from tml onwards!&lt;br /&gt;i am sure i wont miss any class starting from now! (;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;the process of rebuilding is always hard,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;but i believe it will be fine and smooth from now on.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i love the silent on the car,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;when i rest on ya shoulder,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i am draw close to u by ya scent.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i jus love the scent on ya neck baby.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;its never too late to return me ya heart baby,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i would had wait forever for you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;i jus wan to let u know, i hope our love had nv changed,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;becos my love for u stayed the same during tht period.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;baby, i love u.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;we shall rebuild it together. (;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-7266584436370531464?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/7266584436370531464/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=7266584436370531464' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/7266584436370531464'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/7266584436370531464'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/07/happy-birthday-to-xuan-loy-aka-my.html' title=''/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-2129115219993481092</id><published>2007-07-09T09:44:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-09T10:03:33.718-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Finally.</title><content type='html'>Finally its settled.&lt;br /&gt;No more clashing of our lifes.&lt;br /&gt;No more paranoid and wild thoughts of what may happened.&lt;br /&gt;Let whatever shall be forgotten,&lt;br /&gt;to be forgotten.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Forget tht night,&lt;br /&gt;its our impulsive which make things like that.&lt;br /&gt;Hopefully it will be okay from now on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We shall be our best fren as we had always been.&lt;br /&gt;Just stay like that, and no more confrontations and stuffs.&lt;br /&gt;I shall call this a beautiful accident to be forgotten.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ewww,my poetry sense coming liao,&lt;br /&gt;better stop before it get too over!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am sry i felt like a stranger to u,&lt;br /&gt;i will make it up for u tml!&lt;br /&gt;If u are reading this, i just wan say,&lt;br /&gt;i miss u and love u baby! (;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-2129115219993481092?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/2129115219993481092/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=2129115219993481092' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/2129115219993481092'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/2129115219993481092'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/07/finally.html' title='Finally.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-5553718115809862218</id><published>2007-07-08T07:12:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-08T07:16:44.111-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>wtf.&lt;br /&gt;dunno wad just strike me,&lt;br /&gt;i have suddenly become emo again.&lt;br /&gt;nowadays. every few times in a month,&lt;br /&gt;i will start to feel paranoid and emo out of nowhere.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so i am sry to those people i pissed off,&lt;br /&gt;sry that i am like a pest to u.&lt;br /&gt;out of sudden, i just pissed 3 ppl from msn, and 2 from sms. -.-"&lt;br /&gt;i am sorry.&lt;br /&gt;pls dun take it to hearts.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am deeply sorry la.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-5553718115809862218?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/5553718115809862218/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=5553718115809862218' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/5553718115809862218'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/5553718115809862218'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/07/wtf.html' title=''/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-4558635499664228805</id><published>2007-07-08T00:13:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-08T01:02:30.325-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Twists.</title><content type='html'>Just 3 days.&lt;br /&gt;So much thingy have happen in my life.&lt;br /&gt;this fateful 3 days.&lt;br /&gt;i am in a bloody confuse right now,&lt;br /&gt;dunno what to do and all that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;u came, went away, and came back again.&lt;br /&gt;i am ofcos happy that u came back,&lt;br /&gt;but this mean, u may jus went away like how u did.&lt;br /&gt;i dunno wad to say and wad to do.&lt;br /&gt;i will jus say, tht really took a knock in my confidence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then some other matters also happend,&lt;br /&gt;which really took a toll on my mind.&lt;br /&gt;friends issue, and some family issue.&lt;br /&gt;how that night prove to be fateful,&lt;br /&gt;i dunno.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but i just wan say,&lt;br /&gt;whatever i said,&lt;br /&gt;i am serious and i meant it.&lt;br /&gt;and i will not give up without a fight,&lt;br /&gt;and i hope u will not give up easily too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i cut my hair,&lt;br /&gt;very short than usual.&lt;br /&gt;it was intentional.&lt;br /&gt;for everyone who mock at my new short hair,&lt;br /&gt;i will rmb the pain of making a wrongful decision,&lt;br /&gt;and this will be a way to remind me not to make the same mistake again.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-4558635499664228805?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-3107103083014686967</id><published>2007-07-02T09:25:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-02T09:41:57.082-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>HAHAS.&lt;br /&gt;i am freaking happy!&lt;br /&gt;baby calls me HONEY now! XD&lt;br /&gt;i wan baby to ***** me in the future! (;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today had archery.&lt;br /&gt;wasnt really quite on form today.&lt;br /&gt;still trying to see which stance suits me more,&lt;br /&gt;open or square stance.&lt;br /&gt;when using open stance, i am comfortable with it,&lt;br /&gt;and my arrows are quite constant, but there are still mistake with my posture,&lt;br /&gt;like follow through and anchoring.&lt;br /&gt;when using square stance, the posture is quite correct,&lt;br /&gt;but its not really that constant compared to the fore.&lt;br /&gt;hahas, i used too much jargon huh?&lt;br /&gt;bet most of u wont understand! XD&lt;br /&gt;and this sound like computing latest problem right? LOL.&lt;br /&gt;debate between constant and posture. XD&lt;br /&gt;HAHA.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway, very tired right now!&lt;br /&gt;tml got MATH UT,&lt;br /&gt;hope its common sense based again, as i din study any of the 6p again. -.-"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cya dudes! (;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-3107103083014686967?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/3107103083014686967/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=3107103083014686967' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/3107103083014686967'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/3107103083014686967'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/07/hahas.html' title=''/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-6241757364696126944</id><published>2007-07-01T09:42:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-07-01T09:44:47.433-07:00</updated><title type='text'>What i wanted.</title><content type='html'>i take back my words.&lt;br /&gt;it wasnt wad i wanted baby.&lt;br /&gt;i am sorry.&lt;br /&gt;what i wan is, "forever",&lt;br /&gt;and what i said, is just becos i am infused by anger at that moment.&lt;br /&gt;i am sorry baby.&lt;br /&gt;i dun mean it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but u shld also take it as a warning.&lt;br /&gt;u shldnt &lt;em&gt;lie &lt;/em&gt;again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;loves.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-6241757364696126944?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/6241757364696126944/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=6241757364696126944' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/6241757364696126944'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/6241757364696126944'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/07/what-i-wanted.html' title='What i wanted.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-9162228351695563737</id><published>2007-06-29T06:43:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-06-29T06:53:22.084-07:00</updated><title type='text'>NO SCHOOL TODAY.</title><content type='html'>I was totally worn out ytd during archery.&lt;br /&gt;And no more strength today.&lt;br /&gt;thus its a self declared holiday today! (;&lt;br /&gt;meet up esther at causeway point, then have some stupid kissing theory with her! LOL.&lt;br /&gt;didnt know that there will actually be people reading my blog so often, so didnt blog ytd. XD&lt;br /&gt;okay! i will blog more often from now on! hope its everyday!&lt;br /&gt;so do come and read everyday! i will post comment about ppl i hate and all that,&lt;br /&gt;i mean, thats wad u ppl like to see right? LOL. XD&lt;br /&gt;talking about cyberbullying... hahas! XD&lt;br /&gt;this will also be where i talk abt my deep thinking and feeling if i there is,&lt;br /&gt;i promise it will be all hell break loose in my blog,&lt;br /&gt;i dun hold back anything when i blog! thats the ivan style!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;arrrrghhhhh. i am bored.&lt;br /&gt;can anyone entertain me on msn right now?&lt;br /&gt;esther arent free right now, and i am watching silent hill once more. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;i am a GORE lover.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will cut my hair tml,&lt;br /&gt;its getting out of hand whenever i style it now.&lt;br /&gt;i am sure everyone hate the feeling of ya hair been so nice when u style it,&lt;br /&gt;then u go to sch, it changed to a whole new style which&lt;br /&gt;u didnt even see it be4 on fashion show. -.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and there is archery tml.&lt;br /&gt;i am loving it more and more,&lt;br /&gt;even though its tiring me out more and more. &gt;&lt;&lt;br /&gt;my aim is to represent the school,&lt;br /&gt;and win that bloody "TEAM REPUBLIC" jacket. XD&lt;br /&gt;i wan win it for esther! HAHA. XD&lt;br /&gt;thts all for now!&lt;br /&gt;i will blog abt archery and my new hair style tml!&lt;br /&gt;tata.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-9162228351695563737?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/9162228351695563737/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=9162228351695563737' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/9162228351695563737'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/9162228351695563737'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/06/no-school-today.html' title='NO SCHOOL TODAY.'/><author><name>-esther and ivan.</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10285122719202196575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6879768940229319855.post-9189977996881017763</id><published>2007-06-26T20:52:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-06-26T20:59:50.698-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Hellos! My First Post!</title><content type='html'>I am so itch to start a blog!&lt;br /&gt;And here it is!&lt;br /&gt;I will blog my life about poly life, friends, archery and my baby too!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TO bastards who spam blogs, read those words.&lt;br /&gt;it says "RESPECT".&lt;br /&gt;Go get a life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;enjoy your stay!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6879768940229319855-9189977996881017763?l=emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/feeds/9189977996881017763/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6879768940229319855&amp;postID=9189977996881017763' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/9189977996881017763'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6879768940229319855/posts/default/9189977996881017763'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://emotionalcrazyworld.blogspot.com/2007/06/hellos-my-first-post.html' title='Hellos! 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